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  • guestbook (▵13) 6
  • 226. Fully in my cocoon mode while the job market tanks (▵41) 4
  • 224. (Naked) Attraction without distraction (▵7) 3
  • about (▵66) 3
  • 1. So tell me, how... do you write everyday? (▵34) 2
  • 220. RE: 30 questions for me and for you (▵9) 1
  • 214. On bucket listing (▵4) 1
  • 212. 30 questions for me and for you (▵46) 1
  • 194. Concentric circles of connection (▵14) 1
  • 193. On writing and connecting (▵12) 1
  • Postroll (▵18) 1
  • 180. [Movie Review] Wicked (2024): Give them a real good enemy (▵5) 1
  • 177. How to be single (▵40) 1
  • 174. “The right people are timeless” (▵15) 1
  • 100. All of my sign-offs so far (100th post) (▵10) 1
  • 90. My brief stint with the tarot card reader (▵5) 1
  • 79. Always be writing and when to be vulnerable (▵14) 1
  • 77. [SHISHAMO「中庭の少女たち」歌詞] (▵3) 1
  • 64. Accept your shadow self (▵6) 1
  • 42. Surface level friendships (▵5) 1
  • 12. Being a "Zillennial" or the Gen Z Millennial: the limbo generation (▵7) 1
  • 5. How to make friends like a normal person, from a not-so-normal person (▵32) 1
  • 2. AI taking over the world and blogging realm (▵5) 1
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  • I need better time management skills (▵8) 0
  • Listless but okay (▵8) 0
  • June ain’t really kicking off for me (▵4) 0
  • I am in the worst mental state possible (▵7) 0
  • 225. Misplaced my spark (▵18) 0
  • social media detox (▵28) 0
  • depleted (▵2) 0
  • checking back in (▵7) 0
  • 223. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #12 - April 2025 (▵2) 0
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  • 222. Lifemaxxing (▵9) 0
  • I’ve been snippy (▵4) 0
  • mom lore (▵1) 0
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  • writing about dates (▵3) 0
  • 221. Kapwa ("togetherness, kindred spirit, etc.") in different cultures (▵8) 0
  • check in (▵4) 0
  • 219. Everything changes beyond absolute recognition (▵14) 0
  • 218. Crash out at the Buddhist Temple (▵17) 0
  • 217. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #11 - March 2025 (▵5) 0
  • damn y’all just hate me (▵6) 0
  • 216. Murals, markets, making food, oh my (Vietnam - Day 6) (▵10) 0
  • 215. Femininity isn't a fixed trait (▵23) 0
  • my vibe by hutcher, honey (▵3) 0
  • updating (▵5) 0
  • party iftar (▵4) 0
  • iftar fun (▵2) 0
  • oupsi questions (▵3) 0
  • 213. Who am I really? (▵11) 0
  • family gossip (▵1) 0
  • sisyphus (▵4) 0
  • hello butterflies (▵1) 0
  • 211. Auditioning for the role of the romantic lead (▵5) 0
  • pope (▵2) 0
  • reading (▵1) 0
  • before and after dates (▵2) 0
  • in response to my long lost penpal (▵12) 0
  • audio narration of for the defense of the travel romance (▵4) 0
  • 210. For the defense of the travel romance (▵26) 0
  • handwriting (▵1) 0
  • 209. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #10 - February 2025 (▵2) 0
  • 208. A serial solo dater (▵11) 0
  • 207. Full length album listening (▵7) 0
  • 206. Getting too good at goodbyes (▵8) 0
  • grilled cheez (▵1) 0
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  • I need to be saged (▵1) 0
  • lucky in friends (▵1) 0
  • sweet cake (▵1) 0
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  • went on a solo road trip (▵1) 0
  • 205. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #9 - January 2025 (▵6) 0
  • my skin is so wack rn (▵1) 0
  • I forgot my ex's mom's name (▵1) 0
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  • situationships from the dead (▵1) 0
  • watched A Real Pain (2024) (▵1) 0
  • tired (▵1) 0
  • 204. The art of being single (▵18) 0
  • 203. Disco techno night and a hazy rainy day (Vietnam - Day 5) (▵13) 0
  • played geoguessr (▵1) 0
  • 202. [Movie Review] Anora (2024): "I don't have Instagram. I'm an adult, man." (▵10) 0
  • Anora film watching (▵2) 0
  • Skyrim playing (▵9) 0
  • coding more often (▵1) 0
  • camp ego death (▵1) 0
  • 201. My time in the woods and anticipating others' thoughts (▵12) 0
  • sent my route (▵1) 0
  • going to send my route (▵1) 0
  • email threads (▵1) 0
  • 200. Bear Blog Questions & Silly Questions for fun (▵13) 0
  • handwriting accents (▵1) 0
  • 199. Ranking the Charlie Brown Christmas dancers (▵9) 0
  • went to the beach and a birthday party (▵1) 0
  • binged watched unreal (▵1) 0
  • got invited to boulder today (▵1) 0
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  • 198. [BME] ผัดกะเพรา Pad Kra Pao (Thai basil stir-fry) (▵1) 0
  • Playlist curation (▵1) 0
  • Status and blog (▵1) 0
  • Things are messy (▵1) 0
  • Reformatting (▵1) 0
  • Editing blog again (▵1) 0
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  • 197. Love in liminal space (▵18) 0
  • 196. Why I like one-day layovers (▵34) 0
  • 195. Diary of an agony aunt (▵11) 0
  • 192. Baby's first sleeper train from Hoi An to Hanoi (Vietnam - Day 4) (▵4) 0
  • 191. Postroll introduction and plans (▵8) 0
  • 190. Catching up before the 2024 countdown (▵9) 0
  • 189. Jantesense reflections and friends (▵19) 0
  • 188. What it's like to date a mortician (▵18) 0
  • 187. Conducting my annual personal digital audit (▵11) 0
  • 186. Feeling lopsided and lovesick (▵18) 0
  • 185. On managing the madness (▵9) 0
  • 184. Shaking up the routine with an earthquake (▵9) 0
  • 183. Brownies and my mother’s egg-freezing agenda for me (▵10) 0
  • 182. Tough talks and tough love (▵9) 0
  • 181. Letting ache be what it is (▵15) 0
  • 179. re: lying to myself (dear misu) (▵7) 0
  • 178. How to be single (pt. 2) (▵10) 0
  • 176. The mortifying ordeal of being known (▵17) 0
  • 175. A trip to the tailor's before the overnight train (Vietnam - Day 3) (▵3) 0
  • 173. Spontaneous Vietnamese cooking class photo dump (Vietnam - Day 2) (▵11) 0
  • 172. I had a dream about you (▵31) 0
  • 171. What a demure, mindful, and brat summer (▵12) 0
  • 170. Hoi An Night Out (▵10) 0
  • 169. Curate your love (▵25) 0
  • 168. Meeting the 'lads on tour'-equivalent of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (▵10) 0
  • 167. A bizarre work opportunity in Hoi An (▵12) 0
  • 166. Taxis like to talk to me (▵6) 0
  • 165. Vietnam photo dump (Vietnam - Day 1) (▵8) 0
  • 164. Identity change and a triumphant return (▵9) 0
  • 163. [BME] A random steak craving (▵5) 0
  • 162. Happy 1st Bear birthday to me (▵28) 0
  • 161. Being followed around by Gintoki from Gintama (▵3) 0
  • 160. Massages are magic (▵4) 0
  • 159. Soup Party #1 (March 2024 edition) (▵4) 0
  • 158. [DIEC] Malacca: weekend getaway (▵7) 0
  • 157. Compounding heartbreaks and unsent love letters (▵15) 0
  • 156. The fairy gaymothers (Malacca Day 2) (▵11) 0
  • 155. Ma girl in Malacca (Malacca Day 1) (▵7) 0
  • 154. Flat tire and flat-tired of life (▵10) 0
  • 153. A delightful day at the Islamic Arts Museum (▵4) 0
  • 152. Lunch time with friends and food gems (▵4) 0
  • 151. Poker night with the boys (▵4) 0
  • 150. A very much needed girls' night out (▵9) 0
  • 149. First ocean piece art sculpture workshop (▵5) 0
  • 148. A 24-hour date (▵6) 0
  • 147. Lindy hop in the park (▵5) 0
  • 146. Dim Sum 101 (▵6) 0
  • 145. Six local residents abduct American (into their WhatsApp group chat) (▵4) 0
  • 144. Writing-Blues club (▵5) 0
  • 143. [OOMFH]: Climbing: Finding community at the climbing gym (▵17) 0
  • 142. Being an unintentional homewrecker during afternoon tea (▵28) 0
  • 141. A casual date turned business venture (▵8) 0
  • 140. The Hopeless Romantics support group (▵10) 0
  • 139. A wholesome day on the holiday of love (▵8) 0
  • 138. Reminiscing the small Valentine's Day gestures (▵11) 0
  • 137. A defunct mob spawn rate at the terrace bar (▵8) 0
  • 136. A deep discussion in the rain (▵7) 0
  • 135. "You have a face that I can tell anything to" (▵8) 0
  • 134. In the middle of my rom-com era (▵17) 0
  • 133. Blog needed botox and filler (▵22) 0
  • 132. Gossip session with the uncles today (▵12) 0
  • 131. Losing my 310 day Duolingo streak (▵14) 0
  • 130. Not a screwed up day and night (▵6) 0
  • 129. Babysitting a bunch of college kids at the pub crawl (▵7) 0
  • 128. People watching at the local coffee shop (▵11) 0
  • 127. Nature is conspiring against me but also working with me (▵9) 0
  • 126. There is no romantic guidebook (▵18) 0
  • 125. Things are settling down (▵6) 0
  • 124. Raining (more like running) in Manila by Lola Amour. (Dear Mei) (▵9) 0
  • 123. [BME] A 5-Course Seafood Dinner with my friends (▵3) 0
  • 122. [DIEC] Langkawi: Lovely, lax, and lounging (▵8) 0
  • 121. Updating the friend group on my dating life via PowerPoint (▵14) 0
  • 120. Beauty and the concept of "pretty privilege" (▵16) 0
  • 119. Low on time, high on inspiration (▵3) 0
  • 118. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #8 - December 2023 (▵1) 0
  • 117. [DIEC] Taipei: Taking a trip in the capital of Taiwan (▵5) 0
  • 116. Re: Living vicariously... love advice from friends and more adventures (▵10) 0
  • 115. [DIEC] Moalboal: an adventurous traveler’s paradise (▵2) 0
  • 114. [DIEC] Bohol: stranded in the middle of the night (▵2) 0
  • 113. [DIEC] Cebu City: a cultural hub to see (▵5) 0
  • 112. Unveiling delusions: a disturbing encounter with a "friend" and a fan-edit of me (▵18) 0
  • 111. [Movie Review] The Boy and the Heron (2023): How do you live? (▵4) 0
  • 110. Friday found me wined and dined on a friend date (▵9) 0
  • 109. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #7 - November 2023 (▵6) 0
  • 108. Thursday thoughtful thoughts and a terrific transportation to France (▵5) 0
  • 107. Wednesday (ninja) warrior wonder and getting my just desserts (▵5) 0
  • 106. Tuesday tore my climbing harness a new one (▵5) 0
  • 105. Monday trivia victory at the pub (▵4) 0
  • 104. Weekend trek to a friend's hotel in the boonies (▵6) 0
  • 103. Crazy people, crazy stories - a week of meeting colorful characters (▵6) 0
  • 102. Trying not to be just a romantic travel story (▵7) 0
  • 101. Living vicariously through my messy love life (▵12) 0
  • 99. Overcoming the maladies (▵6) 0
  • 98. The puzzling societal perspective towards platonic friendships (▵44) 0
  • 97. Waiting for my ice lemon drink (▵12) 0
  • 96. [Movie Review] Five Nights at Freddy's (2023): These are my friends! (▵9) 0
  • 95. On making your own decisions (▵8) 0
  • 94. New friendships found at the pub crawl (▵7) 0
  • 93. [DIEC] San Francisco: Strolling through Beer Gardens and Museums (▵7) 0
  • 92. What I learned from my one week long romantic speedrun (▵15) 0
  • 91. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #6 - October 2023 (▵4) 0
  • 89. The rom-com best friend side character (▵4) 0
  • 88. Ouran High School Host Club should get a reboot (▵2) 0
  • 87. My top 5 favorite albums of all time (▵12) 0
  • 86. The uselessness of asking what type you usually go for (▵11) 0
  • 85. Intermittently, every person has been a hater. (▵13) 0
  • 84. Don't force yourself to be a cat person if you're a dog person (▵10) 0
  • 83. Making progress in trying not to make progress (▵10) 0
  • 82. Crushes are fun and why you should embrace them (▵24) 0
  • 81. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #5 - September 2023 (▵4) 0
  • 80. Differences between bodies of water (▵3) 0
  • 78. [Movie Review] Bottoms (2023) - I really value when people use violence for me, it's actually one of my love languages. (▵5) 0
  • 76. What would we show the aliens? (▵3) 0
  • 75. Pop philosophy bro bullshit (▵6) 0
  • 74. On unsolicited advice (▵7) 0
  • 73. Favorite video games list from 2003 to 2023 (▵4) 0
  • 72. [Review] One Piece (Netflix Live Adaptation)- I'm going to be King of the Pirates (▵2) 0
  • 71. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #4 - August 2023 (▵3) 0
  • 70. [BME] Lumpia (Filipino egg rolls) (▵4) 0
  • 69. On rethinking sex ed (▵9) 0
  • 68. What's in a name? (▵4) 0
  • 67. Friendship breaks are okay (▵5) 0
  • 66. Yutori [ゆとり]: living with spaciousness (▵4) 0
  • 65. No Sympathy Required (▵3) 0
  • 63. [Movie Review] Oppenheimer (2023): 'Now I Am Death, the Destroyer of Worlds.' (▵7) 0
  • 62. On a satisfying life (▵8) 0
  • 61. Lo-fi study music personal preferences (▵8) 0
  • 60. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #3 - July 2023 (▵3) 0
  • 59. [Movie Review] Barbie (2023): That's because they're dream houses, *%$@# (▵8) 0
  • 58. [OOMFH] Gardening: Grew some tiny vegetables (▵4) 0
  • 57. On walking (▵6) 0
  • 56. Just some scholarly woes and taking action (▵11) 0
  • 55. Disengage and prioritize yourself (▵8) 0
  • 54. What's it like being hypnotized? (▵7) 0
  • 53. Binge-watching SATC (▵6) 0
  • 52. The blog basically got a face lift and a bbl (▵27) 0
  • 51. On being independent (▵7) 0
  • 50. [OOMFH] Movies: Top 10 Favorites (▵4) 0
  • 49. Can you change your personality? (▵5) 0
  • 48. Tour de France: au coeur du Peloton (fr) (▵3) 0
  • 48. Tour de France: heart of the peloton (en) (▵1) 0
  • 47. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #2 - June 2023 (▵3) 0
  • 46. "Commercially viable" poc (▵3) 0
  • 45. Recent messages that make me laugh (▵4) 0
  • 44. Coffee is ambrosia (▵5) 0
  • 43. [Movie Review] Elemental (2023): Just take breath and make connection (▵2) 0
  • 41. Scientific writing is a very different ball-field (▵4) 0
  • 40. [OOMFH] Writing: 40 days and 40 nights (▵3) 0
  • 39. Sleepy and restless (▵3) 0
  • 38. My incomplete piece of writing from high school (▵3) 0
  • 37. Korean adaptations of English-speaking musicals are so cool (▵4) 0
  • 36. Speaking in metaphors (▵3) 0
  • 35. The debate around [subtitles] (▵8) 0
  • 34. Making my home like an inn (▵4) 0
  • 33. Reflecting back on fights with past romantic partners (▵5) 0
  • 32. Setting-up my Notion organization/productivity (▵3) 0
  • 31. In and Outs (▵3) 0
  • 30. On being consistent (▵3) 0
  • 29. Apartment and Roommate Tales (▵3) 0
  • 28. Bought new notebooks! (▵3) 0
  • 27. A sexy frog dancer (▵4) 0
  • 26. [OOMFH] Drawing: again (finally!) (▵10) 0
  • 25. [Monthly Wrap-Up] Media Diary #1 - May 2023 (▵5) 0
  • 24. Embracing mediocrity (▵12) 0
  • 23. [OOMFH] TV Tropes: My favorite tropes list (▵4) 0
  • 22. Poetry challenge #1 (▵2) 0
  • 21. My prefrontal cortex finished baking in the oven (▵6) 0
  • 20. Nicknaming the whole world (▵15) 0
  • 19. [Movie Review]: Mulholland Drive (2001)- No hay banda (▵3) 0
  • 18. My [current] thoughts about love (▵4) 0
  • 17. "try writing something bad or mundane just to get going" (▵9) 0
  • 16. [BME] 親子丼 Oyakodon recipe (chicken and egg rice bowl) (▵3) 0
  • 15. Survival of the littest: my party perspective (▵5) 0
  • 14. [OOMFH] Snowboarding: The Chairlift Chronicles (▵2) 0
  • 13. Les cœurs se brisent… (▵2) 0
  • 11. godzilla cannot: a haiku (▵2) 0
  • 10. [BME] Linaga baka recipe (caldo de res/beef stew) (▵3) 0
  • 9. I really miss that one temp PA that randomly busted out in perfect spanish at my hs internship (▵2) 0
  • 8. [OOMFH] Twice: A quick history of these iconic Kpop girlies (▵3) 0
  • 7. I left my heart in SF(O)- An open letter to my airport crushes (▵6) 0
  • 6. [Movie Review]: Steel Magnolias (1989)- If you can't say anything nice about anybody, come sit by me! (▵2) 0
  • 4. The trauma-dump truck (▵4) 0
  • 3. [OOMFH] GeoGuessr: What kind of GeoGuessr player are you? (▵5) 0
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